one of the things that stresses me out the most is anxiety. it just gets me into these moods where nothing can go right and up until now i thought that i got anxious because of everyone around me. turns out i get anxious because of myself. in the last couple of months i've been so worried about everything going on around me that i haven't given myself the chance to just sit back and enjoy myself. i'm not going to worry anymore. i want to spend more time enjoying life and less time worrying about it.
i say it over and over, but really, i don't think i say it enough, life is what you make of it. it doesn't have to be stressful or full of anxiety if you don't want it to be. it's up to every person to make their own choices and shape their lives to be what they want them to be.
i think clarity is something that i need. it's very tough for me to not fully understand what someone is thinking. i think it's time to accept that not everything is that simple.
sometimes i feel like life is this big test. at first i was bombing out, but i'm on my second read through and i'm finally starting to get it. i feel good.
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