i am someone who thrives on contact. i love just being with people. even if it involves nothing more than just sitting around and being bored together, it's better than sitting around and being bored alone. but what do you do when your best friend lives almost 900 miles away? yeah, you can talk to them on the phone, but sometimes you just need more than that. sometimes you need to sit in a grubby diner, have a cup of coffee, and just talk all night. i would really love to have that back.
this doesn't mean that i don't have friends, because i do and i am far beyond thankful for them. without tuesday nights i think i may have just gone insane over the past few months.
i miss that daily contact. knowing that there is always someone i can call who will be willing to take some time out of their day to just waste with me. i understand people have busy lives, and especially at this age where we are all in the heart of our school, it's hard to make time, but i'm just looking for maybe an hour, some time to let off steam and just have those conversations.
maybe someday soon i'll find her and she can be that conversation that i need.
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