i tend to find myself in the same position night after night. i tell myself that i have no expectations, when in my head i know i do, and when what i expect doesn't happen i go into a tailspin. i have this bad tendency to let my emotions get the best of me, and in some cases, they ruin my night. i know i should just enjoy what i have and have a good time but my head and my heart have this problem where they can never agree with each other.
i think i've just been to emo lately. the stress of school, work, and everything else is finally getting to me and i think it's all just coming out at once.
the one thing that has made the situation more bearable is the fact that i've been talking to someone about it. and this time, i'm sure that person isn't going to just disappear on me. it's always good to have someone to reassure you and talk you down when you have a shitty day.
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